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Monday, September 5th, 2005
9:41 pm
I'm ALIIIIIVE!!!!!!!

I went over katie's for birthday festivities, and we went jet skiing and played guitar. Pretty damn nice way to end a weekend!

And shit fchan isn't working. >_
Wednesday, August 24th, 2005
6:02 pm
oh yeah

You Were Actually Born Under:
You've got a ton of energy - and need plenty of room to roam.
You tend to follow your whims, and it's hard for you to stick to one thing.
Specific jobs, loves, and friends are always changing and never a part of your life for long.
Very intuitive, you tend to know what people are thinking before they say a word.

You are most compatible with a Dog or Tiger.
You Should Have Been Born Under:

You've got a ton of energy - and need plenty of room to roam.
You tend to follow your whims, and it's hard for you to stick to one thing.
Specific jobs, loves, and friends are always changing and never a part of your life for long.
Very intuitive, you tend to know what people are thinking before they say a word.

You are most compatible with a Dog or Tiger.
5:56 pm
I'm thinking of moving to yet another account, since I emo'd this one. badly.



Current Mood: calm
Tuesday, August 16th, 2005
9:08 pm
OMGWTFBBQ... sauce
I'm feeling good. probably (sp?) because I upped the dosage on my meds. w00o0oo0ooo0o0o0o0!!!

*runs around in circles, gets tired, passes out*


*cough*... So, some shit went down. I had fun in newport, I got xbox live (my SN is imthemannowdog, cuz I rule), and have been feeling better... but I already said that. VVhatevar. soo... Hmm, nothing else to report on. Hokay, You may leave now!


...and funnies


Current Mood: hyper
Saturday, August 6th, 2005
3:41 pm
No one reads this. What a shame (not really). I feel like such a dork. =/ I guess I should be happy, since everything about my life has been going fine, but I'm not.

...I went on a *gasp!* date yesterday, it was my first and hers too. I had no clue hat to do, and she was older than me, and I felt like a complete asshole because she had to drive me home. She said to call her agin, but I don't think I should; she was probobly just being nice.

Hmm, what else can I write that no one will read? Oh yeah! I'm going to newport. Funny how I was looking forward to it and now, as the date draws near, it looms over me like some big burden. Speaking of dates drawwing near, school is about to start. I dodn't want it to, because Whenever shcool first starts I feel so lonely because it seems everyone still continued their social lives during the summer but me. I'm an outcast, and it takes me almost the entire year to find a group I feel comfortable in. Fucking A Fucking A Fucking A! I know, I sound like a fucking attention whore, feigning (sp?) depression, but the truth is, I really do feel like shit. I want to die, run away, get away, but goddamn it, I don't know where to.

I hate being me.

Current Mood: depressed
Wednesday, August 3rd, 2005
7:22 pm
Just got back from hiking... think 20 plus miles through franconia notch, UP 2 4000 FOOT MOUNTAINS. Pain can not describe what I am feeling. More like OMGWTFBBQ OW OW OW OW!!!!!!!111oneoneeleventyone

soo... yeah.

oh yeah, YTMND... uhh...



Current Mood: relieved
Saturday, July 30th, 2005
10:45 pm
as I've said before, I'm going to new hampshire in the morning, and I'm not going to be back untill wednesday. soo... yeah. I got an xbox live starter kit, but I didn't have ebough time to go over to compusa when I was down in manchester to get an ethernet bridge. fucking time.

that's it.

oh yeah, I want to see if anyone in fact DOES read this, so if you're reading this RIGHT NOW, IM me, I'll have my AIM on all week, but I dunno if it'll freeze, so send me a message when I get back as well. If you don't know already my sn is "iwannabestarpez", and it's on AIM. my dad's going to kill me if he sees me typing, soo.... KTHXBYEOMGWTFBBQLOL!!!!1111pne

Current Mood: tired
Friday, July 29th, 2005
9:48 pm
ahh, I love couner strike
I know, I sound like a n00b. I don't care. it's awesome. just like ddr. and everything else electronic.

hmm, what's happened recently? OH! I'm going to HUWAYYEEE!!!!111one. No, not really, but I AM going up to new hampshire from sunday to wednesday. should be fun.

...tomorrow I'm going to manchester to buy shit. JOY! like xbox live and an adapter. :O

and some games

maybe some games

and some memory (computer part), cuz I got money, and my two corsair sticks are acting up. although it's only in one program. FUCKING VALVE YOUR SOWTWARE IS SHIT ON MY COMPUTER AND ITS YOUR FAULT!!!1111oneoneeleven *cough*

oh yeah. fuck ign.com. It takes 30 minutes to register, and then I find out that I HAVE TO PAY FOR SHITTY GUIDES! bleh.

Current Mood: blah
Tuesday, July 26th, 2005
7:18 pm
life has been good, I suppose. yestarday was my birthdaqy, and, as I said, we went to go see the island. It was actually a good movie, which was kind of odd considering the bad things people have said about it. Actually, my SISTER even liked it, and she hates action flicks. so, I got a really cool gift from my parents. it's a metal ddr pad. you can find a picture I took of it here:



Hmm, what else? OH! I've been working out and have already lost a good deal of weight. I still, however, look fat, so I'm going to keep at it and hope I become a flat-chested stud.

like that'll happen.

Oh yeah, YTMND of the day. I dunno... how about THIS

Current Mood: accomplished
Monday, July 25th, 2005
11:17 am
"1/ Reply with your name and I will write something I like about you.
2/ I will then tell what song reminds me of you.
3/ I'll tell you what item of clothing I'd love to steal from your closet.
4/ I will name a single word that best describes you.
5/ I'll tell you the most memorable moment I've had with you.
6/ I will tell you what color you remind me of.
7/ I will tell you what animal I believe you evolved from.
8/ Put this in your journal."
By _vaselinepretty

1/ once you let me cheat off your graph test.
2/ the new sound by the capricorns
3/ uh uhh your tent you go camping in.
4/ ridic
5/ cheating off you in math? making you a mix cd?
6/ bright green
7/ hibernating bear baby

I guess if you want I'll do it to you. Oh yeah, today's my birthday, and I'm going to go see "THE ISLAND", which I think has a simalar story to Soylent Green, which is a pretty fucked up movie.
Oh yeah, I want coconut ice cream. I think it would taste cool.

One more thing, I'm gonna start doing a segment in each of my posts called "the ytmnd of the day", in which I find the funniest YTMND and post it, for you all to laugh at.
because world of warcraft IS THAT IMPORTANT. warning f-words! OH NOES!
Sunday, July 24th, 2005
6:25 pm
Damn you sarah jean
so today I go to bigalow (sp?) hollow to go swimming, and had an awesome time. But when I got home my sister called me, and said she set me up with this 16 year old girl who apparently (although she's never seen me) thinks I'm teh sex. Oh man, how am I going to get out of this one? I mean, if she's really nice, that's cool, but since I have no social skills...


fuck. fuck. fuck.

AHH GOD WHY HAVE YOU PIT THIS BURDEN ON ME?!? I'm really scared and I know that I'm gonna fuck it up, no matter what.

...hey that rhymes!

Current Mood: scared
Tuesday, July 19th, 2005
11:45 pm
w00t. There was a big storm here, and I lost power. I ALMOST went to bed without going on my computer! I was lying on my bed looking at my dead digital clock, and all of a sudden it TURNED ON MAGICLY!!!!11 omg, lyke, i hav magik powerz!!!111 So, since I've been up, I've looked in the old archives of my computer's music files, and I've re-discovered bonobo. I only have one album of theirs (animal magic), but, to quote the awful McDonald's slogan, I'm lovin' it. O.o

I've been going to a counseler for the past four or five weeks now, and I feel like I'm hurting myself by not telling him everything about myself, but I'm so afraid he'll be one of those "all american bush loving gay hating doo-gooders" that I'm afraid I'l harm myself more by telling him ANYTHING. now you people know why I'm so quiet about my sexuality. and for those of you that didn't know, just keep smiling and pretend I never said anything. I've had my life threatened over it before, and I don't want that to happen. Fucking society we live in.

*packs for canada*

Current Mood: disappointed
9:08 pm
So I'm better, I guess. I dunno, stop iming me about it. I WAS BEING EMO OK?

ANYWAY, a lot has happened since we last spoke, mesiour livejournal. My dad had a party, and guess who got to clean up for it WHILE HE WENT TO GO SEE HIS GIRLFRIEND. There are no words to describe my hate for him. ok, during the party, it was fun... untill my 20 something cousin went in my room and snooped on my computer. The reason I know this is because During the middle of the party he BLASTED my poor speakers to fucking MAXIMUM.
...good thing my headphones were plugged in and it wasn't THAT loud. Oh, plus he found my pr0n, and I had to threaten him with a gun. I'm serious. I threatened him with a gun. What? it wasn't loaded! I swear!

Ok, after the party, we watched team america, the best motherfucking movie on the PLANET! ...and then I went to sleep.

The next day I went to my mom's *new* house, and we unpacked. It was fun, exept we didn't have cable... or the interweb. *cry* Some 20 something year old "abc certified!!!!11one" techie came over and set up my interweb, he looked familiar... Hmmmm...

whatever. all that matters is that I have you, my sweet sweet internet! *makes out with wireless reciever*

Current Mood: =^_^=
Friday, July 15th, 2005
7:58 pm
I don't even know why I'm writing this anymore
No one looks at this, so why am I even typing anymore? I'm a lonly, fat, peice of shit and I have no friends, I really feel like I just want to die, and maybe I will. I don't care anymore, I can't stand the BIGOTRY in this country, I hate everything about my life, the "camping", the ackwardness around people, the fact that even though I'm on medication I STILL FELL LIKE FUCKING SHIT.

...That's all for now, I'm going to go on a random web fourum now and pretend somebody gives a fuck untill I pass out from the magnitude of shit being shoved into my mouth.

Current Mood: sick
Sunday, July 10th, 2005
8:59 am
I'm out camping for the week, I'll be back late friday or early saturday, depending on traffic. I really don't want to go, but oh well.

Current Mood: aggravated
Friday, July 8th, 2005
10:13 pm
I present you with:


iwannabestarpez: y halo thar
WilsonAB122989: hey
iwannabestarpez: ok bye now
WilsonAB122989: bye sal

that is all. these meds make me feel funny :)

Current Mood: energetic
Thursday, July 7th, 2005
9:45 pm
...and the results are in!
Well, I'm "officialy" bipolar. They gave me meds, but I dunno if I wanna take 'em. I'm scared to, really. Oh well, I guess the fear will wear off with time. In other news, I went to go see war of the worlds today. Awesome movie, but the end is a bit abrupt. But Tom Cruise is still a fucking pussy, for the way he acted at the premere of the movie in London. Uhh, ehat else? Oh yeah, I love my guitar lessons again, cuz now we're starting on actual music. Oh yeah, I guess anthrocon starts today, 3 more years then! :)

--tweakus OUT!

Current Mood: blah
Wednesday, July 6th, 2005
5:18 pm
oh my god
I just realised how much I love electronica. Trance, eurodance, drumn'base, I don't care. It's all good. I need... MORE! AHH!

In other news, I went to a new couneler oday, she was cool, but I like the other dude better. Oh well. I'm going to a psychiatrist tomorrow, they might prescribe something, wish me luck ont that.

Current Mood: bouncy
Tuesday, July 5th, 2005
10:23 pm
Beat it
wow. That's all I can say. Valve did SUCH an awesome job with this game. I don't know what everyone is talking about with the ending, yeah it did leave some things open, but hey, at least there's gonna be an extension in the near future, right? RIGHT?? cuz I can't live without my HL goodness.

Current Mood: satisfied
7:39 pm
Ok, I think I'm crazy...
Here's why:

I'm going to go see a differen therapist each day for 4 days, and the one I've talked to already says I might need meds for depression. I'm kind of scared, I don't want to be taking pills all my life. Also, I'm pretty scared my psychiatrist is going to tell my parents things that I want to keep a secret, so I'm not teling him everything, and I'm scared this might lead to him perscribing (sp) the wrong type of meds... holy shit I'm so fucked.

I other news, I've almost completed HL2 on hard, I want to do it tonight. Wish me luck!

Current Mood: scared
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